ID 101 - 12: I ACCEPT MYSELF

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I ACCEPT MYSELF


So, ME VS the world.

It’s time for acceptance.

I tried to do their way; it didn’t work. It broke me.

OK, I’m weird. I’m different. Nobody understands me. Nobody accepts me.

I ACCEPT MYSELF!

I consider myself to be a good person. Maybe not a nice person. I can be a little abrupt. But I am a good person.

Everything I do with people is motivated by Love. I help, support, and give my heart, mind, body, and soul to see them thrive.

I have never done anything out of spite. I sometimes planned to, and wanted to, but never actually went through with it.

There is nothing wrong with me!

I ACCEPT MYSELF!

I LOVE MYSELF!

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