ID 101 - 7: Reset your brain to how it was when you were twelve

Everything is interconnected. Thoughts, revelations, understandings, don’t follow a linear timeline. Sometimes we understand something after we know it. And sometimes we stop understanding something that was so clear to us.

This next section is proof of this point. While everything already detailed was happening, and gradually, over time, my head/mind (not sure which) was also processing/dealing with this chain of thoughts.

I love doing psychic work. Not necessarily as an income earner. It’s just exciting to be able to see and understand things that others don’t.

Yet, somehow, I cannot do the things I could as a child. This is normal. As we grow older, we lose some of our natural gifts. However, I see no reason why I shouldn’t be able to re-gain those skills with practice.

However, true psychic abilities are accentuated when we have a specific state of mind, a different state of awareness. This is often accompanied by following a lifestyle that respects Spiritual principles.

This is, possibly, why our psychic skills are affected as we grow older. Children are innocent. When we lose that innocence, we need the guidance of Spiritual Awareness to keep our minds and souls in that different state of awareness needed to be a true psychic.

However, over time I did lose interest in psychic activities. This is because, as always, I develop faster than anybody else. The psychic school could not keep up with my own personal and Spiritual development.

Nonetheless, Reiki is, in my mind, a Spiritual activity. Hence it is psychic. That means that to be a good Reiki healer, I must be a good psychic.

Until this point in time, I pursued my Spiritual Development as a way to improve my Reiki, Meditation, and psychic activities. However, at this point, I also started to think about the path my life had taken over time.

Life Path (Straight Line)

To start with, I begun looking at the course my life should have taken given my intelligence, abilities, and affluence of my guardians. This was an easy task. I would have gone to university, possibly studying Psychology or Psychiatry. I would have got one or more PhDs, which would have included vast philosophical content. I would have had a career not necessarily academic, but certainly very cerebral. Either science or philosophy.

Figure Life Path (Straight Line) above however shows the difference between the “intended” life path represented by the straight line and the real-life path displayed by the broken line.

Chronologically it is possible to see how I deviated from my intended path more and more as I was becoming increasingly broken. My efforts in attempting to re-align myself with such path have only been marginally successful. This could possibly be because I never managed to completely repair myself.

This highlighted the fact that my head, brain, and mind have not worked synergistically. They were not aligned. Or as my Guides would say, I have not been following my Soul’s purpose. That might also explain why I have been underperforming. I was not appropriately motivated.

 

Head-Brain-Mind alignment

 

I was debating this. We were all in agreement that I had to align mind-head-brain to make sure they worked symbiotically. We reviewed my life path and came up with Figure Life Path (Circle) below.

The answer was quite simple. I had to find a time when my mind-head-brains were aligned and reset my brains to that. If I did that bringing in my current personality, and everything that I have learnt since then, I should then be able to hit the ground running. Be everything I can be. Angelo 3.0.  I would have come full circle but not start from the same position.

What remained to be determined was how, and when. This is when I started to receive inspiration about my personalities.

 

Life Path (Circle)

Eventually, as new memories resurfaced, I realised that 12 (around twelve, possibly a little younger. To before my sister was adopted) was the right age.

I was not yet this latest version of me. My mind had such great power. At the time, psychic activities (I did not know that this is what they were) were the only way I could cope with what was happening to me. It enabled me to escape. I used to spend more time in my mind than I did in real life. This is when my mind was strongest. My brain, still in the formative years had almost unlimited capabilities. Or maybe it was … I am uncertain. It feels more instinctive than rational, although I am certain there is a rationale too, at least at a subconscious level. It also seems that this age was the crossroad between my current personality and my previous one. Is it a coincidence, or a useful fact?

Another question that remained to be answered was how. How do I reset my brain to that time?

As all this was going on, I was gradually becoming more aware of lil’ one’s presence.